October

October death & dying
renewal in the works
seeking hibernation, warmth and glowing fire
Restlessness in the leaves
Winds sweeping away any semblance of control & order
That which seemed carelessly fresh & set now swept away in chaos
Like no one really knows what the season will bring
when demons & spirits awake on Hallows Eve
The trees so creepy
holding on for dear life,
yet wise in their ways of knowing
winter will come
setting into the routine of desperation and depth
the knowledge rising from inner solace, peace, tranquility
in sorrow for the life passed by
the hope of possibilities squandered last time the sun was shining
saying to oneself this time will be different
this year I'll take the angst and spin it into inspiration
when the flowers bloom anew and the desolate winter winds release me
I will fly with the birds and be free
The autumn chaos brings all these
Brewing, stewing, unknown & rebellion, fear & beauty with colors of fire & burning desire rumbling from the roots for the release of spring